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Lindsay and Felix’s allnighter EXTRAVAGANZA

so my boyfriend and I are at his parents house in Paraguay right now and we have decided to stay up all night and do a bunch of stuff to stay awake to watch the sunrise from the balcony attached to his room. I have always wanted to stay up all night to see a sunrise in a beautiful place, and it means so much to me to finally be doing it with the person whom I love so much. 

This past week has been fantastic….I am so lucky to have him in my life. I love him, I truly do. The night is just starting, I can’t wait to see what morning brings.

my life seems unreal

i am currently in Paraguay meeting my boyfriend’s (of seven months) family for the first time. i get to stay here for two weeks just enjoying myself, getting to know them, and doing fun things. i can’t believe that i have found someone that i am so in love with and that i am now here becoming a part of his family. i feel so lucky-i am so happy at this point in my life. he has stayed at my house on a few different occasions now when our college was on break and everyone in my family loves him and i hope the same will happen for me when i am here.

:)

the nearly daily beating that college gives me is really getting old

there is just so much to study and so many pages of so many papers to write. and then you do all this work and you still bomb the tests even after the week of almost no sleep and constant studying that you put in.

is it worth it to pull yet another nearly all-nighter tonight for this final, or will it turn out to be another situation of pointless efforts?

summer is going to be great, but then the cycle just starts all over again, and with my classes it will probably be even worse next year. blehh.

i just want to fast forward to when my tests are done and my papers are due and im Paraguay spending two fantastic weeks with my boyfriend until we have to part for the summer, which sucks in itself. but at least i will be with my friends who i miss so much and i will be hopefully relatively stress free. 

i’m just done with this.

i have decided that this summer i am getting a tattoo

i have it all planned out and everything.

it is going to be these lyrics from Modest MOuse, from the song that has gotten me through the hardest of days and the toughest of times

It will hopefully look something like this and will be on the back of my shoulder, but I haven’t decided which side yet. it will either be this or will say in small script letters in the same spot just “we’ll all float on alright” i haven’t decided yet but either way i really want it. i figure it’s a good place cause when i get a job it will be covered and is easily hidden, but otherwise i can show it a lot (specifically in summer but w/e). i really think i am gonna go through with it this  summer, or at least i hope!! :)

Don’t worry

even If things end

up a bit too heavy

we’ll all float on

alright

disappointments upon disappointments..

yay for family.